A line in a Uek song I made up to help me heal from my divorce. “Livin’ a lie is a poor way to die and after years of decay I’m finding my way….” I had actually calculated how old I would be if I stayed till the kids were 18. So glad I didn’t try to make it that long. I’d probably be dead. Made the decision when kids were 3 & 5 and am a better Dad and happier person.